kate2 hati

selepas berfikir byk2 kali:
"hmm..xpelah, xyah r nak berjimat sangat... rezki ade je kat mane2"

rupe2nyee baru aku btoi2 sedar yg aku ni karit orgnyee.. maybe thats y kadang2 aku xnmpk pon rezki from Tuhan... astagaaa...

so, in order to not to jeopardise my relationship with anyone, i think i shud not be as karit as i used to be...


*i might miss some good stuffs, but i can definitely avoid most of the bad stuffs*


-semoga anda paham kate2 hati ini-

sekian

Dunia dan mainan Tuhan

satu masa dulu, aku pernah terfikir...

knapelah nak cipta dunia sedangkan syurga dah ade..

knapelah manusia kene bangun, mandi2, g klas, balik umah, masak2, tido...

knapelah manusia kene jumpe kawan2, sembang2, lepak2, minum2 kopi, isap rokok (andoc 2009)...

kenape r manusia kene gembira, nanges, sedey bile ade problem, xtau nak watpe bile duit banyak..

knape?

byk sgt knape daa...


itulah, dunia ni mmg sementare pon.. ko xda hak ke atas diri ko sendiri pade akhirnyee.. sbb jalan cite masing2 dah ditentukan oleh Tuhan.. cume dalam mase nak sampai ending tu, ko boley pilih jalan mane yg ko nak masok...

cume dalam game kehidupan ni, Tuhan bagi 2 basic rules:
manusia buat dosa, Tuhan hukum, manusia dapat balasan...
manusia buat baek, Tuhan suke, manusia dapat ganjaran...

whatever it is, make sure u pleased the God, buat r macam mane pon asalkan tuhan suka...

okey ciao


Mode: ape-ape je lah rasyid...

Mak aku kate...

mak aku kate... "macam tu blajo r kuat sikit"
disebabkan prestasi akademik yg xmencapai tahap piawaian Keluarga Masran, kan da kena sound...

mak aku kate... "whatever will be, will be"
sebab dia xmao terjadinye sebarang masalah antara aku dgn 'si dia' yg dapat merencatkan pertumbuhan minda aku...

mak aku kate... "xyah bayar balik duit kat MARA"
sebab dia xmao aku berhutang dgn MARA... jadinye, kene la blajo dgn mantop skali...

mak aku kate... "kami semua kat sini sihat2 aje"
mungkin sbb diorg mmg sihat.. ataupun mungkin diorg xmao aku risao psl keadaan diorg...

mak aku kate... "amek la gambo banyak"
sebab mesti org2 di msia da rindukan aku... especially Tirah! :P

mak aku kate... "tumis cili tu dulu.. then baru tambah air, pastu bagi surut sikit"
sebab die xmao aku sakit perot makan cili yg xmasak


whatever it is, ape yg mak aku kate, sumenyee nampak cam utk kepentingan aku je. concern gile... tahts why i love my mom so much... thanks Ibu

;)

P.S: pasni kite dgr plak ape yg bapak aku kate

regret

each of us are given 24hours per day in our life. it is how we manage it that is maters. as for me, i sometimes manage it efficiently but most of the time, i just waste it...

time is always moving forwards. but we, human, dont always move forwards. at times, we even moving backwards. in other words, we are not just didnt achieve anything but also we bring harm or something unnecessary to ourselves.

in my life, i always turned two persons down.. one is a boy and another one is a girl. i didnt realised how they feel until just now, i think back what i've always did on them... it must be upsetting when u hope he wud befriended with you but in the end, he keeps on turning away from you... i regret my past and i feel sorry for myself. why cant i just keep cheering them up?



time heals everything, but hopefully in a way that we want it to be...


P.S: mode --> ape ape je lah rasyiiid

Kuasa Tuhan

"Kadang kadang, kite xkan dapat ape yg dipinta"

setelah hampir berputus asa utk cari ayat ni, akhirnye jumpe gak.. alhamdulillah...

as i mentioned kat atas tu, "Kadang kadang, kite xkan dapat ape yg dipinta". yeah, it have had happened to me and i'm pretty sure u guys pun pernah experience it gak. Allah pernah berfirman:

“….. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” (QS: 2 - Al Baqarah : 216)

a brief example, kamu malas untuk keluarkan zakat harta (bagi yg cukup syarat), padahal ia amat baik untukmu (i.e dgn zakat, dapat mensucikan diri. dgn berzakat, ramai org laen akan dapat manfaat. dgn zakat, kamu free2 je dapat tiket to syurga dan payung pada hari kiamat yg panas. dan dengan zakat, kamu akan dapat pahala yg jikalau kamu dapat convert to australian dollars, kamu mesti xharapkan MARA bagi elaun tiap2 bulan dan Nabil dah boley kawen da pon July ni)...

and another example for the last clause of the ayat: kamu suke cakap xhenti2 pasal org laen, padahal ia amat buruk untuk diri kamu.. kerna, dgn bercakap ikut sesuke ati, free2 je pahala yg dikumpul tu jadi licin. dgn bercakap sesuke ati, there'll be some possibility to hurt that person. dgn bercakap sesuke ati, lame2 org pon malas nak dengar ape yg kamu cakapkan tu... (tapi yg ironi nyer, dgn bercakap sesuke ati, kamu boley tolong org yg kamu tgh bahan tu dapat pahala free2..ahaha)

fikir fikirkan lah




apepon, aku stil xngantuk lagi, perot da lapaaa, si dia da tido, lab report xsiap lagi, rase cam nak kuar amek gambo waktu subuh ni tapi sejuk la plak kat luo tu, kete pon asyik meragam je.


ape ape je lah rasyiiiid

2 months later..in Gippsland

when i laid back, take a deep breath and think what had happened since i arrived here, this is what i found:

• i miss my sayang
• i miss my family
• i miss kedai mamak..
• and i miss McD and Italiannies!!
  

BUT, despite all that:

• i'm adapting to a new environment
• i'm enjoying myself as much as possible
• i cud meet new people! (the PhD families!!!)
• i'm learning to stand by my own feet

its cool man! yknow why? this is an opportunity given by God to me. there must be something that He want me to achieve in this 2 years time. there must be something in future taht require me to go this far. i dono what it is either, dont ask me, ask God. but, whatever it is, i'm glad to be here, and i'm ready for the next challenge ahead.. so bring it on! YOSH!!

quote for yesterday

"Remember the picture is not important,
Remember what it means, is important"

(Phillip BC 2009)