regret

each of us are given 24hours per day in our life. it is how we manage it that is maters. as for me, i sometimes manage it efficiently but most of the time, i just waste it...

time is always moving forwards. but we, human, dont always move forwards. at times, we even moving backwards. in other words, we are not just didnt achieve anything but also we bring harm or something unnecessary to ourselves.

in my life, i always turned two persons down.. one is a boy and another one is a girl. i didnt realised how they feel until just now, i think back what i've always did on them... it must be upsetting when u hope he wud befriended with you but in the end, he keeps on turning away from you... i regret my past and i feel sorry for myself. why cant i just keep cheering them up?



time heals everything, but hopefully in a way that we want it to be...


P.S: mode --> ape ape je lah rasyiiid

Kuasa Tuhan

"Kadang kadang, kite xkan dapat ape yg dipinta"

setelah hampir berputus asa utk cari ayat ni, akhirnye jumpe gak.. alhamdulillah...

as i mentioned kat atas tu, "Kadang kadang, kite xkan dapat ape yg dipinta". yeah, it have had happened to me and i'm pretty sure u guys pun pernah experience it gak. Allah pernah berfirman:

“….. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” (QS: 2 - Al Baqarah : 216)

a brief example, kamu malas untuk keluarkan zakat harta (bagi yg cukup syarat), padahal ia amat baik untukmu (i.e dgn zakat, dapat mensucikan diri. dgn berzakat, ramai org laen akan dapat manfaat. dgn zakat, kamu free2 je dapat tiket to syurga dan payung pada hari kiamat yg panas. dan dengan zakat, kamu akan dapat pahala yg jikalau kamu dapat convert to australian dollars, kamu mesti xharapkan MARA bagi elaun tiap2 bulan dan Nabil dah boley kawen da pon July ni)...

and another example for the last clause of the ayat: kamu suke cakap xhenti2 pasal org laen, padahal ia amat buruk untuk diri kamu.. kerna, dgn bercakap ikut sesuke ati, free2 je pahala yg dikumpul tu jadi licin. dgn bercakap sesuke ati, there'll be some possibility to hurt that person. dgn bercakap sesuke ati, lame2 org pon malas nak dengar ape yg kamu cakapkan tu... (tapi yg ironi nyer, dgn bercakap sesuke ati, kamu boley tolong org yg kamu tgh bahan tu dapat pahala free2..ahaha)

fikir fikirkan lah




apepon, aku stil xngantuk lagi, perot da lapaaa, si dia da tido, lab report xsiap lagi, rase cam nak kuar amek gambo waktu subuh ni tapi sejuk la plak kat luo tu, kete pon asyik meragam je.


ape ape je lah rasyiiiid

2 months later..in Gippsland

when i laid back, take a deep breath and think what had happened since i arrived here, this is what i found:

• i miss my sayang
• i miss my family
• i miss kedai mamak..
• and i miss McD and Italiannies!!
  

BUT, despite all that:

• i'm adapting to a new environment
• i'm enjoying myself as much as possible
• i cud meet new people! (the PhD families!!!)
• i'm learning to stand by my own feet

its cool man! yknow why? this is an opportunity given by God to me. there must be something that He want me to achieve in this 2 years time. there must be something in future taht require me to go this far. i dono what it is either, dont ask me, ask God. but, whatever it is, i'm glad to be here, and i'm ready for the next challenge ahead.. so bring it on! YOSH!!

quote for yesterday

"Remember the picture is not important,
Remember what it means, is important"

(Phillip BC 2009)

Gippsland oh Gippsland

ladies and gentlemen! welcome to the wild! eh salah, welcome to Gippsland!!

as requested by ppl all around the globe, here's the pics of Gippsland, no, to be exact, La Trobe City, and if u want to be superspecified, just call it Churchill...

so yeah, enjoy the pics!!!

P.S: there's more pics but then, its so time consuming to put all pics. so i just pick some of them and upload.

lembu2 di tepi jalan...one for CC, the other one for Syaz...

these lembus (haha, shud be lembu, not lembus) r for my sayang, Yumni Amin

yg ni pulak, lembu for everyone..sorry xde gambo horses with blanket...

another lembus

this is why i love Gippsland. ade tasik woo!and its so beautiful!

this-is-Switchback-road. can u spot my house?

the other side of Switchback road

here's how the houses looks like...reminder, neither one of the houses is my house

nor this is my house...

not this house too..

this one lagi lah bukan my house..this is actually the police station in my neighbourhood... and guess what, only two officers je in charge for my area. so, can u imagine how peaceful living here?

haaa, this is what i called Switchback 30

my house!!!

home sweet home

the backyard..tempat sidai baju

my bicycle..and azuadi's too..i guess u know which is which.

thats the window to my kitchen...and there's a backdoor near my bicycle

we gona have a BBQ here..at the back of the house

a big tree at the back of the house

finally, i'm not pretty sure what it is. but i guess that is the heater for the house...btw, the window at the right is my bathroom..so ppl out there, you will never be able to peep me while i mandi.. sorry to say.. :P

there's nothing much to say

i'm sorry that this blog seems to be abandoned.. it just so hard to go on9 when there's no permanent tenet connection in my home.

owh, here's some updates on what happened lately...

• me and three companions (wandai,andoc, n nabil) settled down kat one suburb place called churchill. its kinda an isolated, remote, and creepy area to live in.
• halal foodstock is often an issue. we do really need to pay extra attention on this matter everytime we go buy the groceries
• luckily, we r not the only Malay who's living here! there r quite a number of Malay families studying and living here too.. which is good!
• we go to school by car..
  
• owh, we perform solat jumaat in the campus (they booked the spiritual centre for us to pray on Friday)
• the dogs here are huge!!! but they dont bite.. hehee
• i bought a cheap bike for me! gone cycling twice ever since i came here
• owh, the prepaid here is so confusing.. and it can be so expensive at times (though sometimes it can be so cheap!)... weird australia

okey i think thats all for now, folks! :P have a nice day

Gippsland

G’day guys! Hows it going? :P

Haha..i’ve coped with some of their common language used in conversation… okey, so sorry for the long silence in my blog… I juz too busy to update this blog. So plz bear with me yea

So here I go, to Gippsland. The place of extreme quiet yet beautiful. This suburb is located in Victoria and can be accessed through road and railway… to get here, u can buy a ticket to the nearest city, Morwell station which is 2 hours from Melbourne. The current price is AUD13.70… as I said, the current price is that much, meaning that the price is definitely not constant. I guess, one year ago, the ticket to Morwell costs u AUD13 only but now it has climbed up 70cents bcoz of nobody-knows-why. Hehe

Okey, we shall not waste our time here, pal! Umm, this city offers u nothing except an ease of mind and a layback lifestyle. It’s great place for old folks to rest in peace and for someone who doesnot really like a hectic lifestyle… the place is so quiet at night (like nobody’s living here except you alone). Trading activities normally stops around 5pm onwards, and usually large mall and supermarkets extend their trading hours until 7pm or sometimes 10pm. The kids will start their day at 8am (I guess) straight till 3.30pm. they will take their meal twice in the school they attend. unlike in Malaysia, the school usually habis in the afternoon. Afterall, I believe both systems have their pros and cons. One thing need to be aware in Australia is that their kids’ mind develop so fast. So to those who’s thinking of living in aussie and wana have kids there, u better watch ur kids extra-carefully bcoz u don want their mind to be corrupted so fast. Bahayeee…

Okey lets talk more bout Gippsland. This place is mixed with range of mountains and vast area of lands. The scenery is sooo gorgeous that u feel like u don wana leave the place forever. Rule of thumb, buy a house at the top of the mountain and u can see the surrounding develop in 20 years time (only if u chooses to settle down here). Owh ya, the closest town to Gippsland is called Morwell. Only a few mins of driving and u’ll arrive at the small town. U can get ur everyday’s basic stuffs here at an affordable price or if u want even lower price, u can wait for Sunday Market which is only open on Sunday! Hahaa. Yknow what, eventhough this place is small and quite rural, they have produced their own newspaper! How cool is that,huh?! Afterall,I think the ratio of human to cow is 1 to 1. Haha.. yeah, u can see cows everywhere u go in Gippsland! So for those who never seen cows before, Gippsland is the best place to go during holidays!

All in all, I respect Australian for some reasons, they r clean, disciplined, and they care for the pedestrians so much till they will to stop if they see someone’s crossing the road in front of them.